STOP BEING NORMAL...DORK !!!

awright..so m high..n m bored..like supa bored..

m bored..why?

yessum..coz only good work i have..as of now..is S.T.U.D.Y !!

The 5 god-forbidden letters..compiled togethr by bunch of misfits(scholars) who hallucinate dat...world wld be bettr place to live in if kids..innocent beautiful petunia like kids...kids like me(oh yea..m one of 'em)...if we STUDY n neva to forget excel in their E.X.A.M.S((concentration camps))

why o why ????????? !!

lemme tell u wt..gimme a chance..i did line up all these ppl who think exams r good..n conduct 'em...in a que..and personally..PERSONALLY give 'em the hitler-treated-jews like treatment..!!

so all the people who agree wid me..say "AYE" !!! n we pass the "exam-conducting-body" assasination bill !!!!!

oh m bored yea..why?

coz m famished...yea...effin hungry...n u knw why? coz all i get to eat..is nutritious BULLCRAP..n like SATAN has numerous names..so does this stuff..

beans..sprouts..daliya..khichdi??

makke di roti n some dal !!

plain roti's wid all healthy vegetables(cow-feed)!!

all d food which includes the element called 'taste' is forbidden for me..!! n ppl who think stuff mentioned above is categorized as edible..have not known wt

a pizza from domino's is..

burger..(chickn mc grill) from mc donalds's is..

chickn kabaab's n

sausages are ..

all the street chats n cool drinks feel like...when engulfed inside the body through the mouth chanel n lip service..lolz..i might pass out !!!!

n how m i supposed to negotiate wid this situation...i shd get drunk..oh ya..hehehe..i shd gt drunk..

Ahem..Ahem..!! so lets get this done wid..lolz..!!

Umm..so here's d deal..

m sorry?

whats d deal?

yea..so as u cn vry well watch...m screwed...frm evry possible way i cn be screwed..!! i have exams to my left n right wings..my sick god-blessed ruined n dilapidated health on otha frontal side..mom n evry-god-darned-possible-one givin me their wisdom pointers of how i shd live my life, when i really doubt i have any..as of now?..and am last of all OUTA CHOCOLATES !! which is js d last kick to get me goin *bang bang* !!!

Now i think its pretty much clear n lipid of why m i fckd..so i did appreciate d support which cld be offerd to me..in handlin this situation...n best support wld be?

SHUT UP !!!! n let me do wt i wana do !!!

lemme get wild n illogical..

lemme go bungee jumpin..

lemme go chasing cockroaches n lizards if dat is wt i really wana do..!!

lemme get drunk n lie in middle of road n shushhh !!

lemme be wt i really wana be...for a day....js dumb urself up n watch..coz there is a life beyond normality...n m definitly gona find one :P...CHOOON !! vry sooon !!

..to be ctd :P

By

MUTANT SCREWY DIVA

Being In L.O.V.E !!

Tears of Memories,

Souled in his Afterglow !

Laugh lost in time..

Now..is only Smile..

of Yesterday..

of the air..the touch..

of his love.. !!!

Solitary..Estranged.

i walk on this aisle..

with shadows of souvenir

with the lovelorn self..

I breathe u...

Dreamt u into life..

I will wait for that Yesterday !!

L I V E Again .. !!

How do i say its okay when, only thing thats eva gona be okay is u rite besides me..

how do i say i understand when, all i understand is i fuckn hate this bridge..

how do i say m fine when, m nowhere in nearest vicinity of being awrite..

how do i say i miss you when miss you sounds to be understatement of the millenium..

how do i say come right back baby without making me sound a greedy hag..

how do i say the reason of my lost smile without sounding like bollywood actress..

how do i say "Stop it" to the silent tears of my heart evry split second of my life

how do i say i love you..love u more than the words can eva say..!!

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how do i explain this silence?

how do i LIVE AGAIN? !!! ??????????

CHOCOLATE THIEF !!!

omg omg omg !!!!

I was just in the conception that i could not hate this girl..akshata any less...for all the deeds she has been upto since the day we met to make my life seem like God's personal joke to others and a living hell to me. !! But yeah, she never ceases to amaze me. The other night i was about to sleep and i saw something my eyes could not believe.

My eyes electrified..

My brain dumbstruck..

My stomach gave a gulp !!

She had struck again...and i the poor keed had to suffer the consequences of her unholy act. She put me back in the same traumatic indispensable place which she always successfully does to see me in cry in agony n anguish.

Time to reveal the biggest crime ever committed by any human alive (although i doubt she is anything but human after this brutal n barbaric deed of her's). It was the night of 27th June 2007 and i was counting my choclates as i do every night before i sleep just in case to see that none of them were missing and to my greatest deepest sadest knockdown of dreams n sorrow they were 3 less than the acutal count. These choclates I am talking about are a packet of gems. And packet is not those Cadbury Gem's 10 gems. They were 4000 in total in that humungous packet and out of which i had relished half of it with utmost pleasure and satisfaction.

But that night while counting, 3 were missing. Out of 2030 now left with me in the packet crying over my lap were just 2027. And i couldnot ruddy well believe my eyes. I counted and recounted thrice.

No NO nO ..... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!

This could not be possibly true. She had done it again to me. That selfish evil hag had evil eye on them since forever and she just wanted revenge and see me in grief struck sessions. !!!!!


I have been crying ever since and everyone seems to be acting super insensitive and i feel the world is movin towards the levels of bestiality..spite..heartlessnes..n heights of bein INHUMANE !!!

Starting from "God, Deeps grow up..they were just 3 gems" to "Hey Deeps, I would fight the case for you in case you want to sue her but u need to give me 5 gems for that "...the barbarian attitude of people towards me is being reflected in an unconsiderable manner. !!

Doesnot anybody consider the feelings of those teeny weeny gems? who were bein snatched away from their mistress and being eaten away in the most merciless manner as could be possible?

Has not anybody considered the very fact that such shocks cause an irrepairable damage in the life chapter of a keed?

Never has it struck to the people around me to FIGHT FOR THE CAUSE?

God save the world around me..full of people not just foolish enough to wave the entire incident as my childishness but also call me Drama Queen.

I Deeps, hereby promises, solemnly swears, i would definitly take the revenge, vendetta from the girl who snatched my gems, my heartlets..!!

JUMP N DIE U POKER FACED FEMALE PIG WITH CAPITAL P and I and G. !!!

With Best Regards
Deeps !!

HERO ...!!

One look at you.
Is all i long for
To breathe Freshness..
To breathe liveliness..
To breathe Me..!!

To live again..
and shed the braids
of despair n anguish..
To live again..
" the life so dark..
hideous of radiance..
exotic of felicity..
so gay n gloomy.. "

To the light of my life..
whose touch n awareness..
glows the mortal n immortal me..
whose words give me hope.
whose presence..

"ADDS MEANING TO MY LIFE"

To my baby..
whom cuddles me
n say.."Hush No More my dahling"..
n i feel..I am living all ova again..

Strength in your arms..
kicks the grief away..
n i sleep for eternity..!!!

To my paragon of glory..
Built to win the world..
Born to "ACHIEVE" n never loose..
Made for the church of my heart..

To my charisma..
To "My first n last hope"
To MY HERO

"whom i admire..
look upon in awe..
testify over myself.."

To my "ME"

"who is the BEST MAN in the world "

"I TRUST MY LIFE WITH.."

P.R.A.N.A.V..

the name i engraved
in bold letters of gold..
in album of my life..

"LOVE YOU BABY..and with EVERY BREATHE..it intensifies "

-Deeps !!!















swthrt..love u..this was for..for such a person you are..a guy i respect the most in my life..honey...do goood in your exams..goood luck..and this was a goood luck charm for you.. love u baby... muwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!

LOL..!!!

Not everything was LOL condition with this guy!

I talk to him and his every sentence seems to be starting with..lols..lol...lolz..i have no clue if that is because am a funny clown or that's his like.." takiyakalam". I got that word yesterday itself.(lol)!! Never mind that!



But only yesterday i found, there is a life behind him. The other side which people call, their is a side of man u would never imagine. And it turns out this guy was another blow to my imaginations. Certified "AWESOME" by me..!!



There are some words i put down..which describe him..no word can actually do that..But yeah.. i tried..



This is placing me in his place..!!



What went wrong?
I tend to ask this question..
To Whom?!
To what people name their illusion?
as God?


I lost a friend.!
I lost the support of my life..
I lost a part of me..!!
So dark..So Repulsive,
The world turned out to me..!!


Was it a joke being played?
was i supposed to say
lol?
was i supposed to laugh about it?
or
was i supposed to take it?
and let go!!


I could not to do nothing..
So helpless..!
Cursing the illusion in me!
Cursing the air around,
for keeping me alive!
Cursing the people around,
who lay as helpless as i was..!!


And life was never the same..!!
I lost a part of me..!!
My confidante..
My angel..
My guardian angel..!!


But i wont cry..!!
i wont grieve..
i wont utter a word
of despair, anguish or hate..
'Coz i know


No matter how cruel god almighty gets..
No matter How harsh he tries to get me down..!
I would look at him and mock..!!


YES!!


I would mock..!!
'Coz i have my angel in me..!!
The spirit that guides me along,
the light that glows in the
darkest of paths..!!


I would be the man...
he wanted me to be..!!!!
I would make him proud..
see the shine of his eyes
in the stars across..


I would be "HIM"..!!!



thats for u bud..!! a tribute to such an awesome person you are...!! Anywhere, anytime in your life, if you need a friend..then yea..



Knock Knock!!... n we can KICKASS the problem away!! :)

Hushhhhhh....

With every tear in my eye..!!

I gave u the sweetest Goodbye...!!

n hoping wid d cry...

Dat u wld come hug me n neva eva say "Baby buh-BYE" :( !!

FUCKN STAY OUT..!!

I dont knw wt am gona write here..bt yea..i js wana write somethin..my mind has so many things rolling in it rite now..that i have no ideas where am i gona land up..to start with..some few lines of me..!!

Who am i?

No am not starting one more of those stupid Who am I's?!!

I am fuckn devastated..!!

N wretched..!!

I have got no clue wt my condition is..!!

And am distressed..!!

"DAMSEL IN DISTRESS"

nome..nome..DATS NOT ME!!

i aint no hero..or saviour to save me..!!

or help me outa this condition..!!

my hero..lies within me..!!

whom i always thought ws a part of me..!!

bt who occassionally acts goofiest person around!!

acts like he doesnt care..!!

which makes me..feel pure scum..

which i feel am not :X..

fuck..YEA..I KNW AM NOT...!!

Just a few hours back..

there i was..whinning like a baby..!!

of how unfair world was around me..

ACTING LIKE A DRAMA QUEEN..!!

and here it is..

It seems like ...DRAMA QUEEN has got a blow of reality!!

a serious vision of wt unfair world around me is..!!

Life has been a fairy tale to me..!!

There was a knight..who caught my hand..

and took me to a la-la land..!!

where i was Happy..Smiling..!!

Thinking..no World still smiles..If you smile with it..!!

And then..he had to leave..!!

And world has neva been same to me..!!

I try to smile..but i fail..!!

And things take nasty turn..

n i feel like bitch..!!..

I am ugly..An ugly creepy mess!!

Touch of the hero..makes me blessed..!!

Glooms me inside..!!

Makes me feel beautiful..!!

But the sadness would neva crawl..

At that is destiny!

Dat is fate..!

This lady..would do evry possible thing..

to make the things seem more beautiful

than they actually are..

But she is never appreciated.!

N' she is forced back to land she belongs too...

To where she was..!!

Repulsive her..Repulsive her life..

And i guess..Dat is fate..!!

Dat is she..!!

Dat is me....!!!

R.I.P..!!

Rest in Peace!!
Let thy soul be..
Oh little beautiful girl..!!

There she was..
Inside the god box..
Asking the holy spirit..
What??????

To bless her with
Some peace & happiness
Snatch away the agonies
Replace them with glee’s..!!
Give her a day
Where she did be Princess..!!
Out of all her miseries..!!

A little was she knowing,
What terrifying menace lay before her
When she was out of the shield
When she would step out of…….

The Holy Shrine.!!

R.I.P.P.E.D of her soul…
Her body..her life…!!!
Lay motionless before Him…
Asking the Man Upstairs..
Is that it??
This is what they call..
God-Blessed-Life?

So cold..so numb..
So dark..so repulsive..
The very vision could bring tears..
In the eyes of the hardest hearts..!!
And I did pray for you…

Rest in Peace,,,!!
Let thy soul be..!!
Oh little beautiful girl..!!

Now..Now..Now..Here is Something which doesn't have Himesh Reshammiya-ness in it.!

Hey..i haven't much of liked hindi songs lately, with himesh reshammiya guy popping in every possible music channel in India. And its been with worse with most popular channel like MTV. They have like a husband wife relationship, which totally irks me. But i happened to hear this song and it is totally mindblowing. Although the lyrics were in punjabi and in start i could not understand a bit but bless whomesover converted this and i wanted to let my friends know about it..so here is it..!!


TERE BIN :: LYRICS...PUNJABI TO ENGLISH!!!


tere bin / besides you
sanu sohnia / my love
koi hor nahio labhna / i shan't find another
jo dave / who'll give
ruh nu sakun / peace to my soul
chukke jo nakhra mera / and indulge me
ve main sare ghumm ke vekhia / i have gone and seen it all
amrika , roos, malaysia / america, russia, malaysiana
kittey vi koi fark si / there wasn't any difference
har kise di koi shart si / they all had some condition
koi mangda mera si sama / some asked for my time
koi hunda surat te fida / some were fascinated with my face
koi mangda meri si vafa / some demanded my fidelity
na koi mangda merian bala / none wanted my demons
tere bin / besides you
hor na kise / no one else
mangni merian bala / wanted my demons
tere bin / besides you
hor na kise / no one else
karni dhup vich chhan / shall shade me in the sun
jiven rukia / (the) way you paused
si tun zara / slightly
nahion bhulna / i shan't forget
main sari umar / all my life
jiven akhia si akhan chura / you said, looking away
"rovenga sanu yad kar" / "you shall weep in my memory"
hasia si main hasa ajeeb / i laughed a strange laugh
(par) tu nahi si hasia / but you didn't
dil vich tera jo raaz si / you had a secret in your heart
mainu tu kyon ni dasia / why didn't you tell me
tere bin / besides you
sanu eh raz / none shall tell this
kise hor nahion dasna / secret to me
tere bin / besides you
peerh da ilaaj / what druid
kis vaid kolon labhna / has the cure to my ills
milia si ajj mainu / i found today
tera ik patra / a note of yours
likhia si jis 'te / on which you had scribbeled
tun shayr varey shah da / a varis shah couplet
park ke si osnu / upon reading which
hanjnu ik duliya / a teardrop fell
akhan 'ch band si / what was locked in the eye
seh raaz ajj khulia / was revealed today
ki tere bin / that other than you
eh mere hanjnu / these tears of mine
kise hor / won't be kissed by
nahio chumna / none else
ki tere bin / that other than you
eh mere hanjhu / these tears of mine
mitti vich rulnha / will wither in the dust

mm hmmm..!!

Hey Hey Hey..!!! I guess blogger is the only place which is still not blessed by my holy appearance..!! GOOD LORD..!! Okay..wt to write eh? :P


ummmmmmmmm.....?????????


mmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm???????????


wattt??????..!!!!


cant u see..am blanked out rite now..???


ppl..ppl..ppl...sumtimes u freak me out..!!!


go get a life..ya!!


awrite...awrite..i did definitly cum up with sumthing gud tomorrow...!!!


aloha...adiozz...amigo..ciaoo...!!! bye shy ji..!!