LOL..!!!

Not everything was LOL condition with this guy!

I talk to him and his every sentence seems to be starting with..lols..lol...lolz..i have no clue if that is because am a funny clown or that's his like.." takiyakalam". I got that word yesterday itself.(lol)!! Never mind that!



But only yesterday i found, there is a life behind him. The other side which people call, their is a side of man u would never imagine. And it turns out this guy was another blow to my imaginations. Certified "AWESOME" by me..!!



There are some words i put down..which describe him..no word can actually do that..But yeah.. i tried..



This is placing me in his place..!!



What went wrong?
I tend to ask this question..
To Whom?!
To what people name their illusion?
as God?


I lost a friend.!
I lost the support of my life..
I lost a part of me..!!
So dark..So Repulsive,
The world turned out to me..!!


Was it a joke being played?
was i supposed to say
lol?
was i supposed to laugh about it?
or
was i supposed to take it?
and let go!!


I could not to do nothing..
So helpless..!
Cursing the illusion in me!
Cursing the air around,
for keeping me alive!
Cursing the people around,
who lay as helpless as i was..!!


And life was never the same..!!
I lost a part of me..!!
My confidante..
My angel..
My guardian angel..!!


But i wont cry..!!
i wont grieve..
i wont utter a word
of despair, anguish or hate..
'Coz i know


No matter how cruel god almighty gets..
No matter How harsh he tries to get me down..!
I would look at him and mock..!!


YES!!


I would mock..!!
'Coz i have my angel in me..!!
The spirit that guides me along,
the light that glows in the
darkest of paths..!!


I would be the man...
he wanted me to be..!!!!
I would make him proud..
see the shine of his eyes
in the stars across..


I would be "HIM"..!!!



thats for u bud..!! a tribute to such an awesome person you are...!! Anywhere, anytime in your life, if you need a friend..then yea..



Knock Knock!!... n we can KICKASS the problem away!! :)