LOL..!!!

Not everything was LOL condition with this guy!

I talk to him and his every sentence seems to be starting with..lols..lol...lolz..i have no clue if that is because am a funny clown or that's his like.." takiyakalam". I got that word yesterday itself.(lol)!! Never mind that!



But only yesterday i found, there is a life behind him. The other side which people call, their is a side of man u would never imagine. And it turns out this guy was another blow to my imaginations. Certified "AWESOME" by me..!!



There are some words i put down..which describe him..no word can actually do that..But yeah.. i tried..



This is placing me in his place..!!



What went wrong?
I tend to ask this question..
To Whom?!
To what people name their illusion?
as God?


I lost a friend.!
I lost the support of my life..
I lost a part of me..!!
So dark..So Repulsive,
The world turned out to me..!!


Was it a joke being played?
was i supposed to say
lol?
was i supposed to laugh about it?
or
was i supposed to take it?
and let go!!


I could not to do nothing..
So helpless..!
Cursing the illusion in me!
Cursing the air around,
for keeping me alive!
Cursing the people around,
who lay as helpless as i was..!!


And life was never the same..!!
I lost a part of me..!!
My confidante..
My angel..
My guardian angel..!!


But i wont cry..!!
i wont grieve..
i wont utter a word
of despair, anguish or hate..
'Coz i know


No matter how cruel god almighty gets..
No matter How harsh he tries to get me down..!
I would look at him and mock..!!


YES!!


I would mock..!!
'Coz i have my angel in me..!!
The spirit that guides me along,
the light that glows in the
darkest of paths..!!


I would be the man...
he wanted me to be..!!!!
I would make him proud..
see the shine of his eyes
in the stars across..


I would be "HIM"..!!!



thats for u bud..!! a tribute to such an awesome person you are...!! Anywhere, anytime in your life, if you need a friend..then yea..



Knock Knock!!... n we can KICKASS the problem away!! :)

Hushhhhhh....

With every tear in my eye..!!

I gave u the sweetest Goodbye...!!

n hoping wid d cry...

Dat u wld come hug me n neva eva say "Baby buh-BYE" :( !!

FUCKN STAY OUT..!!

I dont knw wt am gona write here..bt yea..i js wana write somethin..my mind has so many things rolling in it rite now..that i have no ideas where am i gona land up..to start with..some few lines of me..!!

Who am i?

No am not starting one more of those stupid Who am I's?!!

I am fuckn devastated..!!

N wretched..!!

I have got no clue wt my condition is..!!

And am distressed..!!

"DAMSEL IN DISTRESS"

nome..nome..DATS NOT ME!!

i aint no hero..or saviour to save me..!!

or help me outa this condition..!!

my hero..lies within me..!!

whom i always thought ws a part of me..!!

bt who occassionally acts goofiest person around!!

acts like he doesnt care..!!

which makes me..feel pure scum..

which i feel am not :X..

fuck..YEA..I KNW AM NOT...!!

Just a few hours back..

there i was..whinning like a baby..!!

of how unfair world was around me..

ACTING LIKE A DRAMA QUEEN..!!

and here it is..

It seems like ...DRAMA QUEEN has got a blow of reality!!

a serious vision of wt unfair world around me is..!!

Life has been a fairy tale to me..!!

There was a knight..who caught my hand..

and took me to a la-la land..!!

where i was Happy..Smiling..!!

Thinking..no World still smiles..If you smile with it..!!

And then..he had to leave..!!

And world has neva been same to me..!!

I try to smile..but i fail..!!

And things take nasty turn..

n i feel like bitch..!!..

I am ugly..An ugly creepy mess!!

Touch of the hero..makes me blessed..!!

Glooms me inside..!!

Makes me feel beautiful..!!

But the sadness would neva crawl..

At that is destiny!

Dat is fate..!

This lady..would do evry possible thing..

to make the things seem more beautiful

than they actually are..

But she is never appreciated.!

N' she is forced back to land she belongs too...

To where she was..!!

Repulsive her..Repulsive her life..

And i guess..Dat is fate..!!

Dat is she..!!

Dat is me....!!!